Those of you who are regular readers of Bend Over Jessica might be forgiven for thinking that of late, my real-life play has been very quiet.
Actually, that’s not the case at all. However, because I’m so busy with things at the moment, writing good, erotic accounts of my exploits has slightly fallen by the wayside, because whilst opinion pieces flow easily from my keyboard*, play accounts take longer. I have to remember what happened and in what order. I have to briefly fantasise about moments that were especially sexy. Although I always check with the people I write about if they are ok with it, I have to remember that they may not be happy with every intimate moment making it into print. And to be honest, there are some plays I do, where such special and intimate things happen that I don’t want to tell the world.
I was taken by Emma Jane’s recent post on self-censorship. From my perspective, I am always honest, although I occasionally omit details for the reasons outlined above. Like Emma, I have no wish to wash my dirty linen in public, so you’re unlikely to hear about scenes that didn’t work for me, unless they are so cringe-inducingly-awful that I think it’s a good joke!**
Also, sometimes, it’s really hard to write about play and sex. There were moments on Lowewood Academy where I would sit down to write about Jessica, Juliet, Fliss, Lydia, Amelia or others and know that I had to write about CP and/or sex. Which can be incredibly repetitive. And for that, dear readers, you have to be in the mood….
Anyway, I don’t think I’m never going to write about play again. I’ll just see where inspiration leads me!
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*Yes, Jessica is an opinionated old bag.
**Cheap humour is after all the best kind…
Jessica, permit me to differ with the last two words of your first note.
As we get closer to Christmas R/L gets busier, don’t worry, write when you can, what you want.
Warm hugs,
Paul.
Oh Christmas will have no bearing on Jessica, Paul, she’s cancelled it! I know. And there was me thinking that I could turn up wrapped in tinsel to allure her…
I totally get you on this. I have to force myself to write up the scenes as quickly as possible and soemtimes life gets very much in the way. And if I miss that slot it’s very hard to get the motivation back to write it up at all.
But I do love when you write up your great scenes
Know exactly what you mean and am not surprised you’re too focussed on other stuff – like organising the event of the year
I do love your writing though xox