It’s funny how a single play scene can make you have hundreds of little thoughts, especially when it’s something new. And I realise that this week, Bend Over Jessica has been very Female Domination orientated. So sorry about that. Normal service will be resumed shortly! But my brain is ticking. It may explode!
When I am taking the dom role, I am kind, considerate and desirous of the pleasure of the submissive I am with. I have also discovered that I can be cruel, sadistic and take serious pleasure in the confusion and pain of my submissive – with the thought that this is what they want. I know from that point of view that I can never be a real sadist, because I can only be cruel if I know that secretly, the playmate is getting off on it. If I really hurt them, I wouldn’t enjoy it; in fact I would be mortified.
Anyway, normally when I am the dom, my characters are firm but fair. I reward good behaviour and punish bad. But there is a side to me – my Mr Hyde side if you like – that enjoys causing confusion, fear and pain in a submissive. I like the power rush of it. This is most obvious when I play as Juliet Aston-Beresford, my head girl character. Those of you who used to read the Lowewood Academy blog will know that Juliet, whom I wrote, was a total psycho, could be conniving and evil, but also had a vulnerable side. However, in real-life play, you don’t get to see the vulnerable side. Oh no.
Strangely, quite a lot of my female friends (and Lowewood fans from all over the world) have told me that they find Juliet insanely sexy.
“But why?” I cry.
“Because she’s a bitch” is the most common answer.
So there you have it. La Belle Dame Sans Merci. Juliet is pretty, sexually-active, wants her own way and doesn’t care how she gets it and is above all, cruel. And people love it. As do I. Because as Juliet, I don’t have to be nice. Jessica is nice. Juliet is not. And Juliet doesn’t care.
Ah, I love BDSM. It’s the contradictions you see!
Mmm. Juliet.
I’ve enjoyed FemDom week on Bend Over Jessica… though I wonder if any toppy males who’ve dared to envoke the wrath of Jessica are feeling scared yet?
xxx
Dude, Juliet is *sooo* sexy. (And probably the most fascinating character at Lowewood, period.) Mmm… Juliet… Yay evil!!! (Hot evil.)
God. Evil is totally hot.
Jessica, I enjoyed Juliet, both loved and hated her, was intrigued by the intrinsic contradictions in her character.
There were times that I wanted to take her every orifice, violently, and other times when I would have strapped her to the bench and caned her bloody, and then repeated the above.
She was some of your very best writing, I needed to remind myself, at times, that this was fiction.
Warm hugs,
Paul.
Oh, oh putting a pic of Gemma Arterton up wasn’t nice! Now I’m going to have to go and watch St Trinian’s and occupy myself accordingly!
Juliet *was* a remarkable character, but as Lowewood Head Girls go, I’d much rather be spanked by Jessica. Wouldn’t mind watching Juliet with Faye or Felix (oh, hell, preferably both), though…
Yay – thanks for posting the pic of Kelly – you were *so* chanelling her style last weekend, was great to see you. xxx
Juliet was the contrast from Jessica the idea that you could achieve things in a different type of way. I guess as the writer you are trying to prove yourself