Bend Over Jessica

The first post on any blog is always the hardest to write. Well that, and the last post, but hopefully, there’ll be some in the middle so I don’t have to think of two serious things at once!

Jessica has been around, in more way than one, more or less continuously over the last ten years. I’ve come a long way – from a scared teen novice to a slightly cynical observer of the lives, loves and gossip of the world of kink.

To say something serious, I suppose that I am defined by my desires. My desires are sometimes equally hard to define – but all I know is that I gain immense pleasure form indulging in behaviour that other, more narrow-minded people would condemn as deviant. Well all I’ll say to that* is that it’s my life and I’m living it the best way that I can. My worst fear is to get to a certain age and look back and say ‘God, I wish I’d done that’. Sure, there have been times in the past and there will be times in the future where I think ‘I really wish I hadn’t done that’. But most of the time I think – ‘I love this – give me more!’

To be able to indulge my imagination and my lust to such a degree is all part of what makes me the beautifully kinky (and sometimes just a little bit twisted) person that I am. I’ve never hidden how I feel – all those close to me, my husband, my playmates, my family, friends and lovers all know what I am and what drives me. I have no idea where my desires originated or why I am the way I am. But I’m damn comfortable in my skin. I think that’s the best place to be.

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*at this moment in time